Pregnancy fetish chat
Where my sex life had always been thrilling (and our roleplaying helped enormously), this was a whole new level of joy and pleasure.
Sometimes it felt that just by sitting down on my office chair, I would have an orgasm!
My husband bonded with her immediately, and I was glad he did, because our nanny ended up replacing most of interaction with her.I lost thirty pounds, started feeling “myself” again — going dancing, traveling, working, enjoying the company of my family — and things started to make sense.I didn’t feel incredibly attached to my daughter, though.I even connected with my daughter in a more profound way — now that I was so happy and fulfilled, I could give my full self to her.It was an idyllic nine months, as it had been the last time.
When I arrived back after that week of cleansing, I felt better (better enough to put on a good front, and get into therapy), but I was not happy. Now, I am here, with a four- and two-year-old, and a handsome, still quite young husband who cares for me. Without my fetish, I am empty inside, and looking at my children only reminds me painfully what it felt like when it was good.